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 That lonely girl at the back of the class.
That girl who no-one knows the name of.
No-one dares speak to.
The unpopular one.
The loner.
Has she ever uttered a word?
Except the silent mutter of present.
Does anyone know who she is?
Or how long she has been their?
What are thous scars on her arm
are they cry's of pain that no-one can hear?
Why is she so distant?
Why is she so sad?
Why has no-one ever seen her smile or laugh?
Is she even acknowledged?
Is she really their?
How can someone feel so much sorrow?
How can someone feel so much pain?
Does anyone know her story?
Does anyone know her name?
Will she forever be silent or alone?
Or one day will she not be their
Then perhaps you will notice
Then perhaps you will feel her pain
Why does no-one speak to her?
Why does no-one know her name?

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 Two people in one,
one happy, one sad,
Two sides of me,
one mad and one glad.

There's only one side
I try to let show;
my feelings inside
the others don't know.

I'm two people in one,
as strange as that sounds,
the real me inside
no one has found.

This morning I didn't want to lift my head,
I didn't even want to get out of bed.

This morning I didn't want to take a shower,
all I could do was listen to the clock tick another hour.

This morning I didn't want to sing a song,
I just hoped the morning wouldn't go on.

This morning I didn't want to see the sun shine,
to see it meant I wasn't fine.

This morning I didn't want to eat,
I didn't even want for my bed to look neat.

This morning I didn't want to go to school,
this just wasn't the day for me to act cool.

This morning I didn't want to talk to anyone,
I just didn't want to have any fun.

This morning I didn't want to hear the truth,
I didn't want to front or act couth.

This morning I hated what I saw.
This morning I just couldn't go on.
This morning for me was just all wrong.

In your eyes
no one knows
all the truth you expose
All our masks stick like glue
they hide the facts
that frighten you
Don't speak
your words aren't real
I'm the freak
you're the pill
Swallow it down
don't be scared
I'll never drown
but you never cared
Move my mouth
Incapable
In the crowd
Unspeakable
Don't blend in
try and stick out
Don't give in
stand and be proud
These are things
I've been taught
Always your dreams
I've been caught
Never perfect
try to be
Never worth it
never me
All the screams
Deafening silence
All my dreams
Inside violence
In my head
the voices speak
of things I dread
I'm the freak.