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Mixed Emotions...
Temptation
where you are caught in the middle of desires I think is the hardest part.
Not being able to chose is destroying my life
and breaking my heart.
What's wrong? What's right? What am I feeling? Is it love, is it lust, or is it something I like
based only on sight?
It's something you'll never know inless you share your thoughts and let what's truely inside of you
begin to show.
This is something I learned the hard way. I kept my feelings bottled up never saying what i thought I should
say.
How this hurt me I don't know where to start, but all I can say is that it ripped a huge hole in my heart.
I don't
want this to happen to you. Life is to short to be wasted and to sweet not to be tasted.
The best advice I can give to
you while you're feeling mixed emotions is follow your heart it will tell you what to do.
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Honest Lies...
Why does everything seeem to go wrong?
I try to keep a good face,
I do my best
to stay strong.
It's just so hard when you're constantly feeling like you have to lie.
About your life and about the
times you cry.
I feel like I should hide all my pain and everything I keep buried in my soul.
Do you know how exactly
this feels?
I've never felt something this cold.
You might say, "I know exactly how you feel."
But you never will,
at least not for real.
You'll never have the pain I hide deep within me.
Not until you look through my eyes and see
what they see.
My heart just feels so empty and so full of pain,
and even sometimes my fear hurts and loneliness
builds up and makes the anger towards myself hard to mantain.
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I miss my best friend...
Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And
the problems I've been dealt.
She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
SHe listened to how I felt about
life and love,
And knew what it all means.
Not once did she interupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going
through,
And promised she'd stay long
I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How
much I need her there
I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And realized that this perfect
friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror.
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